Oh my gosh...I am just thinking about a lot right now.
More like going down memory lane and it is a bit saddening. I still can't get over the fact that my time here is almost over. Not on this Earth at least I hope not but at my undergrad. I started this blog when I started college. I forget what the purpose was for but I remember my desire to start a blog came after watching the movie The Perfect Man with Hilary Duff and she had a blog and I was thinking that is so cool an online diary.
It's kind of weird this type of blog you know an online diary concept is probably like an oxymoron you know a diary is a place where you get to keep all your secrets but having it online puts your business completely out there in the open for the world to see.
Even though I have had this blog for a few years now I bet only a handful of people have read it at least. That is most likely including all the people I actually directed to this site.
Now that I am beginning to get a bit more personal I do not feel I will be broadcasting or sharing this link much. I mean I will still keep it online and it is completely accessible by anyone with internet but I will stop being so exposed and let me people discover and learn about me on their own.
Maybe that is what I should have been doing this whole time...stop trying to put myself out there so much in the hopes that someone would want to read my blog or at the very least actually want to get to know me and I end up directing and putting forth all my energy toward something completely useless.
I am just gonna focus on being me and doing whatever feels good or right for me and hopefully my blog (and me) will attract the right readers, the right people who actually do want to take the time out to know the girl behind the chat.
Well I think I have said enough and you see how thinking can do that to you it takes you on a whirl wind of thoughts that seemingly have nothing to do with anything and gets extremely crazy, till next time...