Yesterday was extremely weird...I woke up with somewhat of a positive start and I was pretty upbeat but by the time 1:30 hit....it was like I was completely drained. My voice was practically gone and I felt like I could barely accomplish anything. Friends, supervisors, and even family was telling me go to bed, get some sleep, and stop working. The weird thing is I ended my night around
8PM and even though I was tired...I could not fall asleep.
That is what bewilders me...how can I be so exhausted and not instantly fall into a sleep coma the moment I hit my bed. What is going on exactly in my mind and why can't I pinpoint it? I need some type of clue because I just keep drawing blanks on actual causes and reasons but I know something is not right.....
Deeply Distraught,
Ciggy