Life is so unpredictable...the things that happen are crazy and unexpected even if you believe your life is so predictable that you get fed up with the boredom you get thrown curveballs. I have been getting curveballs all my life since the moment I was born. These "curveballs" do not even have to be aimed directly at you but somehow you can get hit with the after effect. Because of these unexpected, unpredicted moments you have no choice but to live in the very moment you are in because even when you plan for the future, your plans may get rearranged and changed. I have been learning this practically my whole life and recently I have actually been putting it into practice.
Right now I feel like just going on a rant about life because I feel that I am living it. Those that know me personally know that I love to babble but right now I feel that I just need to write and vent. It is weird because I am not mad or anything and I did not feel as if I was holding anything in, but for some reason I feel like my heart is heavy and I just do not know why. All I know is that it has to deal with...that is just the point I have no idea about why I feel this way.
So if you havent already figured out I tend to talk and write a lot but the things that I write or talk about are not pointless or idiotic, I have a point, it just takes a while to get there...probably why I could only get Bs in my english class because it took me forever to get to the point, but I digress.
After writing and taking a bit of a breather my heart feels a little lighter but in a good way. However, I feel the need to just write about some of the things that got me to writing now. In a way I think it needs it own separate post so here goes the start of ... "Guys."