I am in state of constant thinking. The First one always make you think. I mean you have an experience that you never had before and your feelings change and you say it is not so bad. And truth be told you may even want to try again. It is ok if at this point you are wondering what the heck did she just experienced...well friends that is for me to know and you to imagine.
However, truthfully it does not matter every first gives you this weird feeling of thought and at first genuine happiness whether it be your first time, your first kiss, your first drink, your first boyfriend, your first job, and even your first trip to Disney World. So always remember to cherish your firsts of everything. They all have meaning to you somehow and in the future you can always look back on them to get that remembrance smile on your face. You know the one where you are like having a liitle kept secret among yourself and maybe a few friends...that inside joke that never gets old. Ok well I have spoken enough for tonight and it is time I go to sleep with dreams of just experiencing my first...